A Sucky Day... *haizz*

As usual i wake up thinking of only 1 thing... fuck its been 3 days already since my bed gettin wet continously.. NOT WET DREAM DAMMIT!!! leaking from my air-cond and its been making me wake every 3 hours.. Oh well the least of my concerns..

Cant believe i actually slept at 1 yesterday, got consumed up by my inner Arteest and Passion
for writing for that special person.. at the same time hearing my walkman phone.. *GOT A NEW HP WOOOT* Anyways... went to school feeling normal like any other day, accounts wasnt that bad.. dodge ball, only managed to kill 2 people AT LEAST I MANAGE TO KILL TIMOTHY WAHAHAHa..

Didnt follow my schedule of my daily course in school though.. hmm, AH well!! (from the moment i wake i knew i wouldnt have a nice day cuz i halfway didnt finish my night prayers).. (i havent been saying much prayers lately.. 2 weeks record AND THAT SERIOUSLY SUCKS.. my attitude has been changing and i feel i've sink deeper and deeper to the devils side, *no shit* like temptations.. doing bad things.. talking back to my elders..) ANYWAY thats beside the point..

Finished school and went to do what i was supposed to do.. But got dissappointed badly, that was just the beggining of my bad luck streak.. went in the car and got scolded by my mom and all those shit.. dun wanna talk about it =.='' Violin class, got screwed by my violin teacher haiz.. Never got a chance to go online BUT now late at night for awhile only..

I actually did my add maths homework from 4.30 to 7.15 i still cant believe it until now.. Differentiation was actually quite simple AHAHA not to brag or anything.. bad luck continues and even the slightest or bad things happen like falling and tripping from a place, knocking down stuff to no end.. I bet its not just cooincidence.. filled with bad feelings and emotions..

Add maths tuition was actually kinda good.. *which is soooo abnormal*.. its like today got turned around.. the times where i normally get screwed turn to good and the parts where nothing bad are supposed to happen is shit!!

I only appreciate the few things that actually made my day better, even by just a little.. it actually turned up my mood for that few moments before i get dissappointed again.. i have my hp, the song Crush - David Archuleta and Ee Ling that did add maths with me to thank.. The few things are that i manage to do differentiation well now.. YATAAAA!! Appreciate the help...
I need to really start saying my prayers and get closer to god now.. hopefully i can get what i want..

You know i cant live without you, thats why im almost dying already.. cuz i havent been with u lately.. same old problem haiz, i guess i musnt keep my hopes up high anymore.. Pls dont feel hurt or bad i dont mean anything bad to you.. i just need to spend quality time with you.. i need you, you're my life and my current aim.. being with you is all i look forward to in life now.. i just wanna talk to you, it'll make me much happier if i have the chance..PLease do not feel bad or emo, if you do i will feel much worse.. im not angry at you at all.. i love you and i have the guts to say it here..