Random Post!!!

Yes its true...

Err... DAMN so not true!!

Does it help? there now we know how easy it is to get boy friends..

To say to people u hate...

Well... if it makes u sad im always available to share your pain..

Hm...

Life indeed is short, we MUST enjoy while we can... lets start RITE NOW..

To retain a healthy lifestyle..

AWW cmon don't listen to hypocrites like him...

See? theres a place for everyone...

No Comment =D

See? to the gays out there.. its not a sad life after all

To be a macho guy.. does it help?

There are many positions for people who are looking for work.. no qualifications required..

School...

TODAY!!
Haiz dun wanna say anything much la.. lets just skip to that part..
I did Traffic and i realized it was actually quite FUN!! i really wont mind doing traffic again..
Hanged out with the Krs fellas.. this post is mostly devoted to Yu Ming..
I know ur pissed but seriously i dont mind what happened to me in the canteen that day its completely ok.. i made a promise to march and this is my last time..

I made a promise and now its fulfilled so im taking my leave from the KRS marching team, so what if i bought the uniform already?! im gonna be a regular member and nothing much else..
i dont mind not having a post i dont even wanna be a comitee i just wanna have fun as a normal member.. im going kem pertauliahan and kem tahunan again next year, i dont plan to be a lens korperal but to have fun.. my main aim..of course im gonna try my best..

I wont really care if its those ppl who are in charge of those stuff, as long as they dont piss me off.. i wont get pissed off so easily so it might be okay.. and whats the worst they could do to me? pump me? BRING IT ON!!! i can do 50 at a time.. i dont have any power anything so they cant possibly strip me of any post lol.. what they gonna do? scold me? aww cmon...

I heard their part of the story and now i still dont know what to do anymore.. i used to be siding the Anti-KRS but now im in the middle.. oh and while many people hated the kem tahunan i enjoyed it somehow.. yea weird but oh well.. i dont think KRS has anyone with full uniform and NOT in the marching team.. In normal meetings i guess i'll be sticking to the juniors when they march.. THIS IS GONNA BE FUN WAHAHHAA!!... while i stare at the marchers march their way to death.. Yu Mingz is cmin back, hey do u still remember how to march?

Anyway, we'll see la.. i will quit the marching team but if they need me badly i might join back..
Depends on my mood though, im not gonna get darker for nothing.. and SPM next year haiz...

PERFORMANCES!!!
ok.. get straight to the point..
THE MALAY DANCES AND THE REST SUCKED!@!@%@#@^%
the ONLY good dance was the PBSM hip-hop!! I FELL IN LOVE WOOT... THEY RAWK SERIOUSLY TO THE POWER OF MAXIMUM..
the dance anyway... still i thought the scouts deserved 2nd prize... they were quite creative..

another tag cuz im SOO hardworking..

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
who knows.. let god decide

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
spend time with her..

3. If you have a close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
hmm... he'll probably be dead already.. *evil grins*

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat ?
nonit give up anything.. i actually have problems gettin fat too..

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
increase our relationship.. be good enough for her

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
even if i have resources i wud still die without her

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
her

8. What do you feel like doing, right now?
be with her..

9. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?-
it'll take time..

10. Do you believe in fate ?
Yes..

11. Who Is The One You Love ?? =X
God.. love him

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
cant tell..

13. What is your ambition?
i have no idea yet.. cuz i suck in everything

14. Is anyone really perfect?
coourse not..

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick ?
happy..

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
many many many...

17. Friends or your boyfriend/girlfriend is more important?
both..?

18. Where do you think is the best place to get married?
Up in a hill with beautiful scenery or anywhere with wonderful scenery

19. If the Earth were to end one day, what would you do for the last 24 hours?
lots...

20. What would life be without friends?
screwed up?

Next Target To Tag =)
NOBODY!!! cuz the rest are already tagged hehe..
Audrey
Angela
Zhi Yuen
Vania
Rest who are not tagged in my list.. i mean it!!!!

*Ended Tagged
True Answer =)

Tag..

question N1 : The person who taqqed you is?
huiee

question N2 : Your relationshiip with him/her?
ok ok la..

question N3 : Your 5 impressions of him/her?
err... check up for stupid in dictionary u will find her name there =)

question N4 : Th most memorable thinq he/she has done for you?
hmm.. dont remember..

question N5 : Th most memorable thing he/she said to you?
Dont remember either

question N6 : If he/she becomes ur lover you would ?
0.o lol impossible

questions N7 : If he/ she becomes ur lover , she needs to improve on?
some things..

question N8 : If he /she becomes ur enemy you will ..
beat her up.. nothing else, im not so bad de

question N9 : If he / she becomes ur enemy the reason would be?
dunno ler..

question N10 : Th most desired thing u want for him/her will be?
to be happy

question N11 : Your overall impression of him/her will be?
small and nice to bully

question N12 : How do u think other people will feel about you?
me? err.... some blur guy i know in school..

question N13 : Th characters you love about urself is ?
Open minded..(:

question N14 : Th characteristics you hate about urself is ?
straight-forward at the wrong time, not good in anything, and lame..

question N15 : Th most ideal person you want to be?
MORITA!! (in honey and clover)

question N16 : For people that care and love you ; what do you wanna say ?
GROUP HUG!!

questions N17 : Pass this quiz onto 10 people that u wish to know how they feel about you?
1.Bernard
2.Tarvinder
3.Audrey
3.Yuming (again)
4.Xin Wei (again, wat i cant think of anything else)
5.Zhi Yuen
6.Angela
7.Kevin
8.Chee Long
9.Kay Jun
10.Megan

question N18 : who is 6 having a r/s with?
huh..?

question N19 : is number 9 a male/female ?
male la..

question N20 : if number 7 and 10 are together ; would it be a good thing?
Err... i'd say, HELL NO hehe

question N22 : what is number 2 studying about?
Guitars? or how to be an idiot for dummies

question N23 : when was the lasst time u had a chat with Number 3?
hmm... quite some time ago le..

question N24 : what kind of music band does number 8 like ?
no eye dear..

question N25 : does number 1 have any siblings ?
again.. no idea

question N26 : will you woo number 3 ?
yes..!! GO AUDREY..

question N27 : how about number 7 ?
er... i dunno.. but GO KEVIN!!

question N28 : is number 4 single?
nope.. but in love with someone else now..

question N29 : whats the surname of number 5?
Khor

question N30 : Whats the hobby of number 10 ?
Shopping and flirting..

question N31 : does number 5 and 9 get along?
Well i'd just say aquintance

question N32 : Where is number 2 studying ?
In some school far away for retards

question N33 : Talk something casually about number 1 ?
some cool so called MAN.. dat pro in insulting

question N34 : Have you tried developing feelings for number 8 ?
OMG HES A GUY for gods sake..!!

question N35 : Where does number 9 live ?
ABC road down lollipop lane same with me..

question N36 : What colour does number 4 like ?
black and emo colours i guess..

question N37 : Are number 5 and 1 best friiends ?
also.. i shud just say aquantance

question N38 : does number 1 have any pets ?
hell i know?

question N39 : is number 7 the sexiest person in the world?
super super.. *ahem*

question N40 : What is number 10 doing now ?
probably cutting herself or somethin...

SHOWDOWN!!!

THE BATTLE WITH MING LONG...

and...

i lost...

no regrets, i lost with no regrets.. its ok im not a sprinter anyway..
Next week, STAMINA CHALLENGE!!! videos coming out.. HURRY YING JIN!!!

will post it soon hehehe looking forward to it i think many ppl would enjoy the video...

This is it...

Nervous?

of course not..

Tomorow.. am i ready? WELL HELL YEA AND YOUR GOING DOWN..!!
MING LONG VS. me....

in a 1 to 1 battle of stamina! courage! and.. spirit..
This is it...
Loser = Laughing stock of school
Winner = takes all

FURIOUS!!! SERIOUS..
didnt know ming long takes the rematch thingy so seriously..
he lost last time and now hes back to challenge in a furious race of stamina..

Ming Long:nat, tomorows the day AND YOUR GONNA BITE MY DUST!!! you must lose.. of course you'll lose... this time IM READY
Nat:err... ok may the best man WIN!!

Support.. i need support.. PEOPLE WHO WANT ME TO WIN!! pls support me thx..
Ming Long!! IM READY FOR YOU GIVE IT ALL YOU GOT!!
FURIOUS RACE OF THE MONTH!! im ready for you here i come!!

Haiz i cant believe i actually hurt you today.. im seriously sorry.. im so so sorry.. please forgive me.. you can slap me and do whateven you want with me..

ITS TAG ILLNESS!!!

got TAGGED BY SOMEONE...

Rules:
follow up the tag by the person whom done it, colour coordinate and do not cheat.. do not complain by the person who done this tag.. tag 8 other people after doing and those who got tagged MUST! I REPEAT MUST do this tag.. Amen..

Favourite:

Songs: Baby Don't Cry - Namie Amuro Colors - Utada Hikaru Piao Yi - Jay Chou Ti Tian - Jay Chou Beautiful World - Utada Hikaru

Food: SNAILS!!(jk) japanese food MISO SOUP Pizza Etc..

Drink: Bubble Tea Iced Tea Ribena mix Orange Coke Sprite

Person: Har? 0.O *her* lo hehe

Words: Asshole what the f*** F*** You Mahai Oops OMG My bad etc..

Things: Flowers Music Fun *her* Life

This and That:


A Virgin:
No (jk)

Jelly Pickles:
What??..!

Monthly Allowance:
RM100

Blood type:
AB
DogTags:
got 1

Sports:
Running,Swimming,Humping,etc

Want to do:
learn the piano and THAT important thing

Watch porn:
well DUHH

Stare into Space:
very often

Drool:
NOT very often

Hugs or kisses:
BOTH

Places you've been:
paris
london
bali
thailiand
singapore
etc

Places you wanna go:
new zealand
japan
see her
Places with beautiful scenery

Stuff you wanna do:
sex
hardcore sex
more sex
sex sex
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12629
jump off a building
hug and kiss her

In Love:
MADLY

Crazy/Insane:
yes haiz

Depressed about:
the up prices of junk food
family
violin
stuff

Talents:
None..

Looks:
4/10 (the truth)

Who do you trust:
Audrey
Angela
Huiee
Tarvin
Yu Ming
and many others lazy say.. u noe hu u r..


Do You:


Masturbate daily:
i dont even do that!!

Eat Snails:
why not?

Flirt with other girls/guys:
not often but NO MORE

Like more than 2 people at a time:
never..only aim for 1 at a time..!!

Enjoy Sex:
of course who doesnt?

Hate Someone:
err.. a few la..pissed me off in church

Suck:
wTF???!?!! suck wat/


Want:

Sex:
yes please

A big car:
nahh i dont drive... YET!! MUAHAHA

to be raped:
errr.. no comment haha

money:
yuppers

to eat snails:
of course

(if youre a girl) a guy with a large cock or small?
(if youre a guy) a girl with a small *ahem* and airport?
Guy: doesnt really matter seiously..

MeTag:
Tarvin
Yu Ming
Huiee
Bernard
Xinwei
Angela
Audrey
Megan

Me and Ming Long

WAHAHA WATCH THIS!!!

About the TAG

i have to confess... I...
I....

I....

I....

I created the tag WAHAHAHAHAHAHA im not a pervert or horny im just a.. a... for u to decide hahahahahaha... i know everyone loved that tag.. just being random, and i was seriously bored at that time la.. Its been awhile since anyone made a tag so i decided to make one hehehe..

IM BACK!!!

Didnt have the time to update before i depertaed to genting and now im back!!!
Well, it all comes down to 1 conclusion and its GENTING IS NOT FUN ESPECIALLY WITH my FAMILY!! It was kinda a drag and it kinda sucked... Genting overcharges EVERYTHING.. i learned that place has 6108 rooms WOW!!

Imagine,

1 hour in a regular cyber cafe = RM15 an hour
1 hour in normal cyber cafe in PJ = RM2 an hour

See the difference mon?
Damn and thats not all... Genting is only fun IF you go with friends... and the que lines to EVERY ride is pissing, scary LONG!! maybe 2 km?
Unfortunately, somehow.. i only saw 2 hot girls there... you could say the rest kinda sucked
Its not normal, almost everyone on holiday there can speak mandarin so its an advantage to me hehehe...

Some even tried to say things behind our back thinking we didnt know how to speak mandarin..
One said,
看见所有这些马来西亚人的人是愚笨的肮脏的人民..(to those who can read)
I said back in chinese,
真正地？ 那什么人从瓷认为？
They suddenly became so shy and i just walked off AHAHAHAHAHA...

anyway.... im back from that horrid place.. (was living in the lowest class hotel and far away from anything else..Finally back from that place.. what a waste of 3 days holiday haiz...

Anyway, dman it all.. im back at last and i hate my siblings.. (especially my older brother)

Chilling at sunway

Saturday!!
We, Angela, Audrey and Me just got together just to catch up on things and chill
Cuz we haven't really been talking or doing much stuff together like we used to..

So.. i ride my bike to Audreys house and her father fetched me and angela to sunway pyramid..
1st things 1st... DANCE!! but, eating was the priority so at last we went to some korean restaurant..
well, the food is not really nice but the chicken or beef thingy ROXXXX.!!!
tHE KIMCHI IS THE WORST sort of food i have ever tasted.. tasts worst than shit!!
Anyway, yea korea is BEST for its barbeque hehe...

After that we went dancing, pictures..

PARA PARA, she got more greats than me but i got much more combos... she still won though..

Angela
Considered the pro!! started way earlier than meAudrey
Still good, but the noobest thr.. no offence haha (jkjk)ME!!!
Ok, i was ok only.. i have no style and im too stiff so i naturally suck..

After that was a LITTLE camwhoring,
lol.. i dunno whether to say poor thing or lucky thing haha
Lastly, all of us but it sux, i was ugly in it oww.. but oh well we had fun!!

TAG!!!

got tagged..

Rules: 1. Just follow up and the the tag.. 2. Answer all the questions and no cheating.. 3. Tag 8 people after the tag...
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Name: Nathanael Tan Kim Fei

Age: 16

Birthday: 10th april 1992

Sex: Yes please!!

Blood type: C++

Family Members: 7

Personal Picture (optional):
HAVE YOU:

Ever eaten snails:
HELL NO

Ever fell off a bed:
why is it always this question?

Fell in love:
hehe many times...

Got into a fight:
physical no..

Pissed on your pants:
YES... (SHADUP)

Had sex before:
NO

Flirt with someone:
well of course hahaha

Broken Someones heart:
I think so got

Hurt someone:
Haiz.. Definitely have..

Cummed on your pants/skirt:
errr..... no comment

Got Raped:
err... no still waiting for a hot girl to come by

Watched porn:
Im a guy so obviously i have


ARE YOU:

Having an orgasm:
whats wronmg with this tag??

Having snails for dinner:
wats with this tag and snails?

In love:
hell yea...

Thinking of the person your in love with:
EVERY MOMENT!!

Is the person your in love with a Guy/Girl:
its a guy =X

Happy with your family:
not really okok lar..

Happy with your life:
for now im ok ^^

A VIRGIN:
well... yea i know im a loser.. T.T

Good looking:
not for me to decide..

Hot:
well... yea *jkjkjkjkjk*

A Pervert:
NO im not really... (wat a sick tag)


Did You:

Slapped someone before:
i think got..

Beat up someone:
i want to..

Eaten a snail:
WTF I DUN WANNA DO THIS TAG ANYMORE

just masturbate:
NO I DONT MASTURBATE seriously...!!

have sex before:
FOR THE LAST TIME I DIDNT YET.. I KNOW I KNOW IM SUCH A LOSER!!

Kiss the guy/girl you love:
I wish.. haiz..

WHAT YOU WANNA DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
Ice-Skating (down-hill)
Sky-diving
Be with the one i love
Have sex (hehehe jkjk)
Hold her (I MEAN HIM *AHEM*) tight

5 Favourite food:
Pizza
Mango
Snails *jk*
Ice Cream
Potato Chips!

Who you want to be with now:
With the only 1 person..

Are you fit or healthy:
i dunno about healthy but i think im fit

Are you lonely now:
yes im pretty lonely, i desperately need that special person

Who you can trust your secrets with:
Tarvin
Yu ming
Huiee
Audrey
Angela
Many more i guess (depends on which)

Favourite Song:
Namie Amuro - Baby Don't Cry (cuz it reminds me of u)
Utada Hikaru - Beautiful World
Coldplay - Viva La Vida
Epik High - Fly

Favourite Drink:
Tea
Coffee
Bubble tea
Fruit Juices
Cum (KIDDING, anyways its expensive)

Talents:
Dont have oh... jumping around and being a retard?

Interests:
Swimming, Running, Thrashing people, Meeting people, Having fun with people, Having (SAFE) fun with people, Being with her *him*

iTag:
XinWei
Huiee
Yuming
Tarvin
Megan
Audrey
Angela
You!! HAHA TAG YOURE IT

100th POST!!

IM JUST POSTING FOR NO REASON AT ALL..

CUZ!!

CUZ!!

CUZ!!

CUZ!!

CUZ!!

cuz!!

cuz this is my 100th post woohoo..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BLOG.. YEA!!

Stoning!
Kay jun pose!

Lol like bodyguards.. xinwei wanted us.. yea
@_@''

Group picture, almost all of the cosplayers are here
Poser...
this is YU MING! in case anyone doesnt know

THE YENG AND GOOD-LOOKING GUYS!! *faints*

Hmm, wheres the others?
Aack! PUI.. whos this pathetic looking gurl? *or IS she a girl?*
The YENG me and Huiee
Min Loong min loong getting ganged by girls..
Stoning yu ming or sleeping..

YES I STOLE THE PICTURES BUT SO WHAT!!

we all looked cool, haiz sadly its finally over... feel damn sad now..

Friday, dread to go to school..

it IS my bad day on friday, haiz...

Library week!!

i just absolutely LURVE THIS YEARS LIBRARY WEEK!! its soo fun!! aaah haha....
I get to cos-play as somebody but it seems always i dont have the costume so therefore,
FIRST DAY : i dont know who i am... just holding a stick and goggles = =
SECOND DAY : i ALSO dont know who i am am but who cares man i look pretty darn good wahaha...

Both days tarvin actually styled my hair and i gotta say hes REALLY good...
He maybe sucks or scared to do his own hair but he does a pretty good job on others..
1st day, huiee and wen jun (wen jun did most of the work) did my hair and well, it was VERY wild and funny but people said it was nice... i thought it was stupid..
Second day i so stupid cut my hair, so now damn short and it really sucks...

I finally figured out that im gonna cos-play as some persona guy like MIN LOONG tomorrow wahaha... gonna bring a stick... Gonna look extra good tomorrow hehe.. We looked DAMN cool haha... Hmm.. its pretty much the last day i could ponteng class again.. the best part about helping cos-play and stuff is so cause i can ponteng class woohooo...

Camwhore to the power of maximum today.. we yuming, min loong , ronald and me took pictures.. posing and we actually looked pretty darn good and yeng hehe...
We also played the price of freedom, yuming, tarvin and me.. everybody loved it and melvin is our band manager hehe... The cos-players all looked good on both days.. especially Lyn Izzaty huiee and Gan Ying and Charmaine, they actually looked quite cute and pretty...
Its good to be a cosplayer.. Wah so hot sun have to walk back from school with the heavy violin and bag... Will update photos soon or steal photos..
Time really pasts fast when your having fun...

These Days

Yes, im just doing what i normally do... hehe the routine, there are different types depending on my mood... but its mostly the same what i do every week.. Tuesdays coming and im gonna get scolding like shit and probably a lecture... aah typical, these days.. gotta buck up in my studies..

AND....

i actually think im doing better than the 1st term yay me!!^^

Something came and interupted my karma, i somewhat hated him/her (hehe)..
she/he looks pathatic to me, i dont know why...

Sunday,
i somehow hated or disliked her/him even more!! Grrr, i want him/her to GET LOST!!
and the worst part, i dont even know her/him at all...

AArgh i dont really hate my family la, now its just dislike.. they dont mean much to me, seriously... im ok with them, they're just no fun.. im totally different from them, which is a good thing really... i dont wanna do this anymore, but do you? if so then stop it... i just wanna see your reaction... only if i can see through this one!!

Nahh im not emoing, but perhaps i've gotten more serious these days already..
i dont know whether its a good thing or a bad thing now... Sleepytime!!!

SONG OF THE MONTH!!

shes not that hot, but... THIS IS STILL THE SONG OF THE MONTH this song roxxx!!!

Service Projects

SERVICE PROJECT!!
from SIC church form 4 Confirmants group6 went to Rumah Impian (orphanage)
which is like 5 feet away from church and church is like 25 feet away from my house..
so.... its pretty easy for me wahahahaha.. HAD A BLAST, never knew going to an orphanage was so fun, maybe its because of my group, (in the whole class we're split into 4 groups where 1 goes to Rumah impian, Little Sisters of the Poor, Assunta's Home to give them tuition [BORIIIIIING] WHICH THANK GOD IM not going for that + theres a BITCH there also, so...)

WHOA i seriously got a way with kids hehe *perasan*.. when i got there i just started mixing around then most of the kids came attracted to me and started coming to me.. it was damn cool,
we played games, ATE KFC WAHAHA.. didnt really like KFC so... ANYWAY, taught them games.. dances.. its so easy to keep children busy.. i get along with kids very well but to be honest i dont really like kids.. =.=''

After that day, i got so attracted to them kids already, its kinda sad actually.. they're not poor but the fact all the boys have to move to another place when they hit 12.. the girls can stay but the guys cant because of stupid reasons... *Pictures will be coming soon*

BENEDICT GAN!!!! SEND ME NOW NOW NOW!!!

SuperNaty!!!

Introducing SUPERNATY!! maybe perhaps i only use this name when im high or somethin but otherwise im still known as Nat!! doesnt matter much anyway...

Oh yea, thursday, kayu... the accounts tuition is a F-in drag and the teacher sucks...
so i decided to ponteng (MY FIRST THIS YEAR REALLY!!) it and join kay jun, audrey and timothy i heard they hang out there every thursday for fun so i decided to join them...

Got to catch up on what audreys been having to deal with a little, and i also realized i missed my old good friends and havent been spending much time with them... I've never lost any old friends only make new ones.. screw those people who just abandoned the old ones just like that..

And Bernard, YOU THINK I SCARED FIGHT U AR? COME LAR DOINT!!

Breaking News, I PASSED PHYSICS WOOOOO
AND I CAN DO DIFFERENTIATION WAHAHAHA..!!! (which is like the almost hardest chapter in add maths)

Now im blogging, waiting for Tarvin to call me so i could follow him to sunway just to dance (arcade)
hurry up LA BITCH!!

Now we understand =D

in case i havent said this yet, THIS GIRL IN THIS VIDEO IS HOT!! the guy is good looking too but who cares man....

OH! eventhough i cant have you...

You are in my mind,

Even if i cant touch you

Eventhough this dream will never come true

Even if i cant say it

I will hide it from afar

You know i do,

I LOVE YOU

Eventhough you don't know who i am

Oh baby don't you know,

you don't even know my name

My heart flutters as i look at you through the night

Oh so beautiful

the picture of you i hold in my hands

My psychotic whispers of love have been swept within the world's cheerful praise of you

You probably cant hear it right?

Even if i die, it wont work out right?

Of course, in my next life you probably wont know me then either

I cant turn back now cause i want you to much

I clutch my pillows tightly as i yearn for your kiss tonight

Today is probably our first day meeting...

You always ask that sort of question

I'll try to converse with your fleeting presence again today

It is always the same, but yet i'll be shaking again as i greet you

Even if the whole world stops listening to me...

You'll be there to hear me out

I want you to shake my hardening form as i watch you get farther away from me

FAr away, far away, you become a speck in the distance

Now from where can i see you again

Oh! even if i cant have you

You are in my mind

Even if i cant touch you

Even thought this dream will never come true

Even if i can't say it

I will hide from afar

You know i do,

I LOVE YOU

Eventhough you don't know who i am

You are in my mind

Even if i cant touch you

Even if this dream will never come true

Even if i cant say it

I will hide from afar

You know i do...

I wonder why you're not smiling today?

I hope it was nothing serious

I cant bear to look at your grief stricken face

I'd rather it was me who was in pain

But the fact i cant do that is such a pity

i want you to greet me happily for once

Ask me how i've been and then embrace me as i try to answer you

You. who i cant have, feel nor embrace...

I'll be meeting you in my dreams again tonight

Even if its just my dreams and people tell me that it wont work out or laugh at my love...

Even if people tell me im insane and try to erase my world

You are mine, so why do i keep losing you to those undeserving people?

No i can never do it, im going to make you only look at me from now on

I'll give you everything and when you kiss me i'll give you the world

i will trap you in my cold dark chest so you cant escape from me

You are my star, youre my number one fan, baby please, take my hand

Oh! even if i cant have you

You are in my mind

Even if i cant touch you

Even if this dream will never come true

Even if i cant say it

I will hide from afar

You know i do,

I LOVE YOU

Old Times *Sigh*

I miss the old times,
where we were still young,
where we were still naive..
I Wish all of us could just sit down and catch up on our lives..
Its been a pretty darn long time..

The last time we just sat down and chat was in angelas house (with just me audrey, angela and kay jun) I still remember it clearly, now we rarely have the time.. and the time in megans house.. Audrey i can see now you playing the guitar today.. it was really good, im happy for you..
i hope you're happy with your life now.. and Angela, im always here if you need me same goes for audrey..

The last time form 2 gang.. (Kay jun, Me, Audrey, Angela, Candice, Michelle, and Justin) sigh good ol days now it seems we have different ways and different minds and different personalities.. but some things always will remain the same, good luck angela in whatever you can achieve.. We've changed so much.. same as for me..

Cmon Angela or Audrey organise something, i know you're reading this.. some time where we have the time and spend some quality time with each other.. i'll be looking forward to it ;-)

I Really Miss You

What has happened to you again?
But there you are in the hospital once more.. Should this be the 5th time this year?
Everytime you enter that place worries me to no end.. You're all i can think of that i cant concentrate in anything else.. I might have even gotten further from god due to lack of prayer..

If... i had 3 wishes..

I Would wish for your Health

I Would wish for your Happiness

I Would wish an hour with just you where nothing can stop us or interupt, it seems it always end up not the way i wanted it to be... That for that full hour you wont leave me..

I Might come to visit you very soon... I always think whether you think or miss me...
Because i cant stop thinking of you lest miss you so much...

If its true what they say, that if you dream of someone it means he/she longs for you that hes/her soul drifts off and comes to your dreams.. Because i have been dreaming of you for the last 3 days.. I wonder do you dream of me? Cuz i long so much for you everyday..

Inspiration!! I Feel like writing anoher poem =D..
I'll never forget your sweet voice or that time..

WELL MOST IS TRUE NO? =D

What Tan Kim Fei Nathanael Means

T is for Trustworthy A is for Artistic N is for Nutty K is for Keen I is for Inspirational M is for Musical F is for Futuristic E is for Energetic I is for Important N is for Neglected A is for Articulate T is for Tender H is for Hyper A is for Adaptable N is for Natural A is for Alert E is for Extraordinary L is for Lovable

What Does Your Name Mean?