Being with you has never felt so low

Somewhere in my heart i already know

That of course we were never meant to be

But actually you were all i could see..

I know that by now i should just give up

But i just cant, i really cant

Its all understandable, its quite common

Goodbye to the days that i was i love with you

I might make it through,

otherwise i would just fade off...

Because i really needed you, needed....

I will try to, god help me with this..

You know i'll always be there for you,

All you need to do is just call..

If anything were to happen to you,

I'll happily give you whats left of my heart,

My eyes for you if i can still hear you,

My ears if i can still see you,

My legs if i can still hold you..

A Quick Poem!!

You have stolen my heart, take care of it

Ever since from the first time that we meet

I Give you my heart but please don't break it

You are whom i have fallen in love with

of course it sucks, i done it in 5 minutes =D

Lately....

SUNWAY!! with tarvin megan and yuming +me only how sad is that?
Anyway.. first thing went to TELEMATCH!! in school held by KRS...
AND THE ONLY form 4 thats not is WoonZhien and me and maybe a few others..
the others were only form 1 and 2s... maybe some form 3s..
my team were errr DAMNIT I CANT REMEMBER ADI!!!

anyway we were the TEAM HIBISCUS 7!!

THE ALMOST glamorous team there was...

1st station.... rope climbing.. is this a joke? i dont need the rope to climb this mountain..
but.. must use for some reason, oh well finished it in a flash and my team too...

next wuz sum stupid station where we have to work as a team and all stand on a piece of plastic bag, after that then fold and fold until it becomes so small.. have to stand for 3 seconds on each...

after that we thought what a dumb station... SUDDENLY... BAMM!!

we have to hold worms while THEY ENJOY SPLASHING water at us.. screw them!!
HAHA you think my group scared worms meh? we even think its cute WAHHAHA...

Bloody hell wet us like crap... i'll get you for this!!
NExt station!!! marching................

if we do a mistake marching we kena splash again!! the commander say wrong command and i get wet for nuts.. AAH our role call... HAHA IT WAS THE BEST!!!

then its eating time!!! this staition is where someone holds up a rod with a biscuit and we cant move while eating it with only our mouths without letting it drop...

WAHAHA im not only LEADER of the group but i managed to eat 5 biscuits i think it was the most among all hahaha....UNFORTUNATELY!!@#%$#%^$

MY TEAM!! didnt win but only got 2nd place.. it was kinda fun but not so for the ajk's so i've heard...

CHONG HOME AND GOT READY FOR GOING SUNWAY...

as i was saying!!! reach there by bus with tarvin and yu ming and i didnt pay for the bus ticket wahaha oops... SSSH!!

watch JOURNEY TO THE CENTER OF THE EARTH IN 3D!! awesome the stuff actually comes in front of your face... won time crisis 4 with just 5 coins... lepak lepak and well i gtg now.. add maths tuition soon haiz how depressing...

Thinking of you

Thinking of You~~

I've never seen someone so beautiful
It is for thou art perfect in thy eyes
Compared to you im nothing but a fool
Without you my world is as cold as ice

Seeing you makes me wanna hold you tight
I will gladly hold you with all my might
I will never let you out of my sight
Loving and thinking of you every night

You're whom i fell in love at first glance
You're more important than these limbs of mine
I'd do anything for you with these hands
You'll be in my thoughts till the end of time

You're the love of my life and its no lie
In my life you're too important a part
Just being with you i feel i could fly
I Know you'll forever be in my heart

You're more precious to me than life itself
Whenever i see you sad it hurts me
For you i'll even sacrifice myself
I'll forever be loyal and love thee

Just by hearing your voice makes me feel new
Among all things i will put you above
Theres nothing i need in this world but you
In this world you're the one i most love


Behold, a masterpiece
-Nat

GET EMO!!

I Learned how to be emo from this video..

Frustration, Hate, Depression, Anger, Confusion, Lost, Moodless etc. etc...

I cant take it anymore, i thought i was okay on yesterday and then it hit me hard back again..
Trying not to be like this is really hard..

Many other things come out of nowhere,
its just my luck.. back again like last year..

Just a little more, lasted longer than expected..

I've never thought about the same thing for so long in my life,
it makes me totally moodless

I'm probably overreacting, yea..

Its the worse so far...
Cmon.. cmon.. just a little longer..

Let it come, bring it on...

God save me once more like you did...

This is my Current New FAVOURITE SONG!!! didnt think it would be an english song though, i love it i love it!! at first i didnt like Paramore, but after seeing the video on MTV i started liking Paramore songs already.. i give this song a 95/100..
50% of it its cuz the girl is so hot!! normally i dont like americans but shes an exception..


Sha Shou, my other favourite song.. its stuck in my head and i love it..
I also love the dancing, the video is a bit... sick..(NOT HORNY), i mean like psycho but WHO CARES!! fly by epik high is also my another favourite but i post it long ago d lazy post again